In the life of Jamar

Month 2

2010-02-12T03:12:00.003-05:00

I am well into my second month of my Co-op. I feel like this experience so far has felt like a combination of an adventure, self-reflection, and a joke haha.. I only added a joke because the actual job entails a minimum amount of work. The only plus side is that the free time I have allows me to study turkish, browse on my computer, and to actually read for leisure. A major plus about this internship though is that my public speaking is improving. I really feel like my experience in India with the peacegames curriculum prepped me for this. I was such a mess at the beginning of my India dialogue because of all the little fears and emotional wounds that I let be exposed.

One thing I really learned while being out here is about emotional wounds. I truly feel that we all human beings have our own weaknesses; some of us show it more than others. But, I truly feel that we all have our own paths and things that we need to work on. Our dreams. We are the creators and directors of our dreams, and we all need to learn to take full advantage of making our lives the best that we can. Everyone else in our lives are just supporting actors with that said. We can choose how we want to live our lives and how we want to go about it. The results that you get based off of your education, job, friends, relationships, etc. show how you are living your life, and how your choices, assumptions, gossip, and your word affect you. But these very same entities can also make choices, assumptions, gossip, and their words that show their dreams and visions. Speaking of the choices, assumptions, words, and gossip you can see the things that people need to work on or the wounds that affects their lives. We all have emotional wounds and when we suffer from them we cannot blame others because they are only exposing your own wounds that you already have. They don't create them, you create them. With that said, I know I have my things to work on with all four of the examples I made. We all do to an extent, because we grew up in this world with a certain environment that had an impact on these qualities.

So what am I really trying to say? Well I am just reflecting on my past choices, and through that I picked out the ones that seem the most common that almost every person needs to work on. I think some people have some aspects of one more than the other. Maybe some people make too many assumptions to the point where they read too deeply into something. Or maybe some people need to use their word more wisely, because others may resent what they have to say. Or maybe some people should be careful of how they gossip (or try to avoid it completely), because it will only show your insecurities and cause others to judge you based off of that. And the choices you make will only continue that hell that you put yourself into, or the heaven that you are living.

Through my own lessons and experiences I am happy to say that I am growing and learning, and that I can say that I am working to heal my wounds, and to live the life of heaven.

=)

New music

2010-02-08T07:01:00.003-05:00

So, I recently came across this group. Not sure if they are new or not, but i am really into this group Flomaticc. It has a nice original sound, and I really love the lyrics. The songs name is "Let it go".

A place I HAVE to visit

2010-01-22T03:54:00.002-05:00

I know I really want to go to Istanbul, but I want to see the entire country of Turkey since I will be living here for so long. Check out the picture posted. It is one of the Turkish hot springs and it looks BEAUTIFUL!! It's in southwestern Turkey in a place named Pamukkale, which is near the Mediterranean Sea. This particular area has far better weather than Ankara does, which adds to more reasons why I need to visit!

A few thoughts

2010-01-22T03:33:00.003-05:00

So, I am finally into the routine aspect of my Turkey experience. My Co-op job is decent, and I think the others in my group would agree. We all teach about 3 classes a week, and have plenty of time to do what we need to do on our computers (since we don't have internet at home). We also have to do recordings every week, which includes lots of laughter. The students seem to be used to having Americans around, they are friendly for the most part, and seem eager to talk to us. I think I am also the first person of color to come on this trip. A lot of the student love to say how I look like Will Smith, and they assume I love basketball and r&b music. I don't get upset or anything because they all mean well... in fact i think it is funny actually. Turkey is mostly a homogeneous nation, although some look like they come from western Europe.

I have already met some cool people outside of work, and have already gone out to a bunch of places. This excites me that I am only in my second week and have already built a small network. I really cannot wait to go to the phenomenal Istanbul! It's one of the best cities of the world, and I need to make my way there ASAP! Haha..

Well, during my time here so far I feel like I have a lot of time to just reflect on life and to acknowledge where I am at.I know it's only been a few weeks, but I feel like I've been here for a while already. I can say last year that I have truly grown, and have had the chance to really recognize my weaknesses. I feel like this will be the year to really work on a few and to just enjoy life as much as I can. I know it is easier to say it rather than to actually do it, but I know I will always continue to grow and actually live out the majority of my goals.

Alicia Keys - Unthinkable (I'm Ready) w/ Drake

2010-01-19T04:37:00.002-05:00

I am really loving this song. I originally felt that this album wasn't that great compared to some of Alicia Key's others. But, this one song is just so good to me. I truly feel as if I feel the music in this song. This is the Alicia Keys that I like. At one point I feared that her sound would change in a bad way when I first listened to "Put it in a Love Song" which features Beyonce. It just seemed more like a Beyonce song in general. Well anyway, I just really like this song, and I hope it will be Alicia's next single off her Album, Element of Freedom. Some other great tracks off her CD is Love is Blind, and Doesn't mean Anything (which a lot of people most likely already heard). I know that her material is written by writers and not herself sometimes, but I feel like the music industry needs more quality music from artists like her.

I am a Alicia Keys fan for the most part, I saw her in concert twice, and I always enjoy her live showings tremendously. Go see her live if you can.

My arrival in Turkey!

2010-01-14T08:41:00.003-05:00

So for those of you who don't know, I will be in the country of Turkey for the first half of the year. I'm going to be living in Ankara, the country's capital. It was a big decision for me because I originally thought it would be best for me to have a Co-op in the United States. However, I eventually took advantage of this amazing opportunity!

Not too long ago, I was on a trip in India. That was such an amazing place that I would like to go back to one day.

Now fast-forward to Tuesday Night.

My mother took me to the airport around 5:30. We were already running late for my 7:45 flight, but we both thought I would get to the airport in no time. Wrong! Traffic sucked and was holding us up! When that happened I got very nervous about what would be next, and began to get nervous I would miss my flight. Eventually, we got to the airport just in time, but the problem was now with the check in desk. I had too many pieces of luggage and had to decide what to take and what to leave with my mother. It was all too much for me to handle after hearing that I had only five minutes to check in my luggage. When I finally got on the plane I sat next to an Indian woman from Mumbai aka Bombay. We chatted about India, which reminded me about all the wonderful things that I got to do there. The flights themselves went pretty smoothly.

So, when I finally arrived in Turkey, I had to take a Taxi to TOBB University (which is where I will be working at). That when oh so smoothly. Not! None of the security guards knew English, which made it very difficult to explain who I wanted to see. Eventually, that worked out and a sigh of relief occurred when I saw Warren. I knew I was in the right building from here, and now knew where work was. Nice. I met with our Boss, who was a very friendly guy. Actually, all the Turkish people I've met so far turned out to be very nice and approachable, like in India. If not, then more friendly. After that I met with the girls, who helped me carry my heavy ass luggage to our apartments.

Upon arrival at the apartment, there happened to be no electricity in my apartment where the guys live. Nice, I always wanted to take my energy practices to the next level. So I just dropped my stuff down, and went upstairs to the girl’s apartment. It was nice to hear about everyone's little adventure about their trips here, especially since everyone had a great tale of their own. Hearing these stories alone immediately tells me there will be way more to come!

So finally, I went to take a shower in the girls’ apartment, since I didn't feel ready to shower in the dark. Oh wait, the shower doesn't work in my apartment :D... It really didn't bother me that the shower isn't working, but I feel bad if all of the guys will have to shower in the girls’ apartment for a while...

So after the nice and warm shower, I felt ready to go to bed finally. But here comes the fun part, I was stuck in the bathroom! haha, yes. I couldn't get the door open and I pulled the lock out of the door in an attempt to try to key my way out. After much struggle I broke free of the bathroom and headed straight down to my room. The gentleman who lived in my room before me left dirty laundry and trash in my room. It looks like I have a mission to clean this place up!

So anyway, I am here in Turkey finally, and I am very excited to be here! I am the last Co-op student to arrive; Co-op's Annie, Mackenzie, Julia, Warren, Will, and Zach were already here before me. It still doesn't feel like I will be here until the end of June, but it will all seek in soon. Let the adventures come!
Sorry for any bad grammar..

new things..

2009-08-02T03:14:00.003-04:00

I think it is time for a new background.. Do any of you know of good sites to find new templates for blogs? I also need new music... My Ipod needs a transition period of weeding out old, shitty, or boring music for more organic, quality, feel good music. Someone tell me a good place to get free music from please!!

Where life takes you next.. open diary entry!

2009-08-02T02:33:00.005-04:00

So I enjoyed my time in Geneva, Switzerland a lot!!! i have truly loved some of the people I worked with! I like everyone else as well, we all brought different life experiences, thoughts, personalities, and opinions to the table. I can say that I have some great new friends coming out of that experience.

Now I am back in reality.

At first I missed it back home and couldn't wait to get back to the U.S. But after being back, i ate all those words right up.... I am honestly disappointed with a few things in my life. I understand some of us feel that we are right with what we do, or our opinions are usually correct, but sometimes I think there comes a point and time when you need to realize that your spin on things, is in fact, your opinion about a fact or situation. I mean we can all be so real and stuff, but sometimes it is merely your interpretation of things... But why am I saying this shit? Well it is only because for a large portion of my life I have needed or have listened to opinions of others. Sometimes it is a good thing, but sometimes, at least for me, it is not a wise decision. In most areas of my life I am in control and proud of many of my choices, but socially speaking I don't understand why sometimes I give into to bullshit, or whatever you want to call it.

I have too much on my plate to be putting so much energy on things that are irrelevant, but as I grow further, I start to wonder what I want my future to entail. I have had a rough start back to Boston.. being disappointed or unhappy with certain things revolving around friends, love life, financial, education, family, and myself. We all face our own issues, but it's a lot when everything is sitting there waiting for you to return. I mean i hope i can get that loan for school.. have a great friendship with the person i used to like.. that my brother gets better mentally... that none of my current friendships weaken.. that I can have a decent amount of money..

No I am not calling anyone out, but this statement is something that has applied to me many times before... While being away I feel like I became more aware of some of these little things that I let slide until they build up and fester.

I don't know this entry right here is more like an open diary for everyone to see... it is a few things that have crossed my mind lately.. and i am tired too so i guess it comes out the way it did now lol..

However, on a positive note, I know these are things i can work on and overcome of course. I know that great things are coming my way, and a great friend I know has said "the universe has great things in store for you" I know this is very, very, very true! There is a time when things get rough, but after that with a glimmer of hope, the sun will begin to shine again, when the clouds seem like they won't ever leave. I have learned that the energy you put out, will come back to you. So I feel good that I am looking forward to what will come my way next!

I also think it is time for me to continue the steps necessary to where i want to be in life. Yes, I am young, and I have ALL this time, but what's wrong if you have some of these things now? lol

The Eclipse..

2009-08-02T02:03:00.000-04:00

I know the Solar Eclipse had already passed well over a week ago, but I must say that while it doesn't physically effect people, there is said to be a spiritual, and mental effect from any sort of eclipse.

The eclipse of the Sun has traditionally been viewed with dread over the ages, as the great giver of life seems inexplicably to disappear from the sky. Birds prepare for bed; the sky darkens in the middle of the day. It seems as though something dreadful is about to happen. Over the years, experience has shown us that old things come to an end (or are overthrown!) under a solar eclipse and a new beginning can be made. The effect on the world of eclipses has been seen to be generally felt for some six months, until the next eclipse then restructures the cosmic energies.

Astrologically, solar eclipses signify the fall of the mighty (or at least, they're in big trouble!). Depending where in the zodiac the eclipse occurs, stress is always placed on the matters governed by that sign, or sector of the zodiac. A powerful Solar Eclipse can create massive havoc, in accordance with other aspects in the heavens at the time, as can be clearly seen by the trail of earthquakes and other disasters associated with the Solar Eclipse and Grand Cross of August 1999.

At a more personal level, the solar eclipse can have a big effect on our personal lives when it occurs in conjunction with one of our natal planets, especially our natal Sun, Moon, or Ruling Planet. Other important chart factors, such as Moon's Nodes, Ascendant, Mid-heaven, or Part of Fortune can also have a very significant effect when impacted by a solar eclipse. Where the eclipse falls in the chart is significant, as the energies expressed by its house placement will show the areas of life that are affected by the new beginning that is implied.
The eclipse of the Moon has traditionally been viewed as a bad omen, for it can awaken irrational responses. Since the Moon governs domestic matters, the public and the emotional personality, rather than leadership, it tends to have a more personal effect than the solar eclipse, which plays a more outward, even political, role.

As a rule, women and family are generally more affected by the lunar cycle, whereas men and politics are signified by the solar. This is not to say that women are not political animals, nor that men are distinct from the family, but that the private, nurturing side is more affected than the public, social and media driven arena, which even in the 21st Century is still primarily dominated by males, or at least by what might be described as masculine energies.

It is also said that solar eclipses changes events in your life dramatically. Since the eclipse happened, some unpredictable things have happened. Some things I am happy about, some unsure, and a few disappointments... I can only say that I have learned from all the situations that I went through since coming back to the states, but hey that's life..

Here is the website if you want to read further about solar and lunar eclipses.

sexual power..

2009-08-02T01:29:00.002-04:00

Lol while Alexyss Tylor may seem to be crazy or extreme, she is definitely laying everything out there. She has a lot more to say about the ways of men and women... As for how this applies to me? I don't know.. lol.. but she did say a few things that helps me validate my opinions that having a good sex life with your partner is a necessity to a good relationship. Don't play! It's the reason why couples sometimes have issues and resort to cheating. I mean it is not always the only reason, but it plays a strong role!

Btw the way she carries herself is just funny in general.. Thanks Warith for introducing me to Alexyss! haha

Sarkozy against the burka

2009-06-22T22:15:00.005-04:00

"French President Nicolas Sarkozy has spoken out strongly against the wearing of the burka by Muslim women in France.

In a major policy speech, he said the burka - a garment covering women from head to toe - reduced them to servitude and undermined their dignity.

Mr Sarkozy also gave his backing to the establishment of a parliamentary commission to look at whether to ban the wearing of burkas in public.

Wearing of the veil is already outlawed in France's state schools.

"We cannot accept to have in our country women who are prisoners behind netting, cut off from all social life, deprived of identity," Mr Sarkozy told a special session of parliament in Versailles.

"That is not the idea that the French republic has of women's dignity.

"The burka is not a sign of religion, it is a sign of subservience. It will not be welcome on the territory of the French republic," the French president said.

But he stressed that France "must not fight the wrong battle", saying that "the Muslim religion must be respected as much as other religions" in the country.

A group of a cross-party lawmakers is already calling for a special inquiry into whether Muslim women who wear the burka are undermining French secularism, the BBC's Emma Jane Kirby in Paris says.

The lawmakers also want to examine whether women who wear the veil are doing so voluntarily or are being forced to cover themselves, our correspondent says.

Mr Sarkozy's speech, made possible by a constitutional amendment he introduced last year, was the first that a French president has made to parliament since the 19th century."

Sigh... I think the issue here is that yes, while in some regions in the middle east women are FORCED to wear the burka, there are many women who wear them by choice. Not only does it mark respect to what their religion entails, it also marks their choice of how they want to dress. Women here in America, and across the world wear it because they want to, and Sarkozy for wanting to disallow women to be wearing it is wrong. I feel like this is one of those case by case things, you can't completely get rid of something that you do not understand from ALL points of view.

This is one of the reasons why I personally do not like when politics interacts with religious things.

New song..

2009-06-22T22:01:00.003-04:00

Rihanna has another new track out on the web, this one is Te Amo. I like the song a lot actually.. People are already wondering if this will be a hit or lead to controversial views of lesbianism (not a real word i'm sure).. I simply think she is talking about herself in the song, and the lack of love that she feels for herself? It's not even written by her, but written by James Fauntleroyhttp://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gif

A glimpse of one of the issues my trip will consist of

2009-06-10T22:48:00.003-04:00

This video highlights what my trip with fellow NEU students will be all about. We are there to learn more about the Arms Trade Treaty, UN diplomacy, Small arms and Weapons, and many issues that effect Human safety,and rights. My reasoning for choosing this major, and going on this dialogue is to learn as much as I can to educate myself, and others. To be apart of this dialogue puts me closer to networking and making connections to make the difference that I want to pursue.

The video itself showcases a very emotional appeal about the destruction and chaos that the weapons being used have done a lot of damage to many countries like Laos, and Kosovo. It's quite sad to know that the U.S. is responible for dropping more bombs on southeast Asia, than all the bombs dropped during World War II. It also doesn't surprise me that our country is responsible for this. The US is responsible for the greatest massacre of all time (Africans, Native Americans, Asians) during it's early years as a country than Germany under Hitler. It's the truth you can't deny.

listen to what she has to say

2009-06-01T00:54:00.001-04:00

Very, very sad to watch. Does this little girl have any grasp on anything she is saying? Is it society, television, bad parenting, the food, or everything that was just said? Sigh...

new demo's...

2009-05-19T02:59:00.003-04:00

There has been several demo tapes for Rihanna. Many writers are flocking her way... Some of the songs aren't album worthy.. I'm okay with the video I put below, but it seems a little corny.. well enjoy! (I guess lol)

My favorite ex Danity Kane member Dawn Richards wrote a song for Rihanna to put on her next album. I wish Dawn would keep it for herself..

Glen Davis pushing a kid lol

2009-05-14T13:11:00.001-04:00

I loved this game sooo much, it's also because it's the only game I watched in a while.... but anyway check out glen pushing the child! lol. I would've done the same thing if I pulled something like that off. I love the celtics!! But I will always feel a certain way about Glen, he's a little weird looking. (>.>) lol.

fro-hawk in the works

2009-05-14T12:47:00.003-04:00

So I've been talking about getting one for a while now. I've been unsure and wondered if it would look good, but now I absolutely want one! I think it will be so hot, so I will be sporting one for about a week and see if I like it or not. Since my hair is a little short right now it would most likely look something like this.(which looks good):

Give me some Love, sex, and Magic

2009-05-14T12:30:00.002-04:00

This song has really grown on me, mainly through her live performances. I thought about buying her album sometime soon. Is it worth the buy?

Tidbit: While I love pop, and urban ish music. I want to dig deep and find some meaningful songs. It's nice to check for the biggest stars, but I need some raw singing in my life. Any suggestions?

New Kelly Rowland performance.

2009-05-14T12:22:00.002-04:00

It's been a while, but I liked the performance. Her vocal showing shows that she is confident. Her voice seems raw and natural like a real singer instead of seeming like she's been coached. I'm a Kelly Stan lol, along with Lady Gaga, and Beyonce. So I will always defend them no matter what lol.

Tidbit: I'm glad she ditched the poodle hair she had a little recently.

Kid Cudi!

2009-05-14T12:09:00.004-04:00

I love this remix it's actually pretty hot. I saw Lady Gaga in concert about a week ago with some good friends, including Janko I loved the concert soooo much, that I actually became a fan apart her movement lol. She is truly a great performer, and I can see her becoming a superstar and one of the few who can compete against Beyonce. (thanks for the song A)

Amma

2009-05-14T11:50:00.003-04:00

Now, Most of you know that I'm not the most religious person. I definitely believe in god, but I am just not a follower or Islam, Christianity, Buddhism, or even Hinduism like some of you may have thought. I am a very spiritual person who believes in higher powers, miracles, and that there is an astroplane (heaven type thing) that we enter once we die. You can say that's weird, but we don't truly know what happens when our clocks stop ticking. I think most religions are interconnected, but the cultures that originally impacted these religions has shown the differences. I mean come on, we have different cultures, races, ideologies that can show why many different religions are the way that they are.

Anyway, the closest to me that you will see that I follow a religion is through this well recognized, Amma. She is an Indian priestess that may who follow her call her the hugging saint. This woman goes around the globe to visit many different countries to give a blessing hug. It may sound strange but many people feel great energy from her when this happens. I happen to see her each and every year, and when I do I feel so much lifted away from my body. This little bead that some of you call my nut or a peach seed is actually a prayer bead. It's called a rudraskah bead (not sure if the spelling is right). Amma is actually not a Hindu follower, or any religious follower. She respects all religions, and she believes that they are all full of love, and good. When questioned about this she says her religion is love. I guess that is my religion to. No, she isn't ahead of some cult, she isn't out to make people think she is Jesus or any other guru reincarnated. She is here to spread love and joy, and ease away the pain and misery. She has raised a lot of money for her home state in India to provide shelter, food, and health for her people. She is truly an inspiring woman. If you want more information about her, check out her website at: http://www.amma.org/

Guess Who's back, back again

2009-05-14T10:54:00.005-04:00

Yes bitches, I am finally back to the blogging world after almost two and a half weeks later. But just to start off and take a look back to the beginning of the year, a lot has dramatically changed for me within the first four months of this year. New Friendships, deteriorating ones, stronger ones, rekindling ones. I have dealt with a lot of family issues too, but who doesn't? I've had some let downs, and some great surprises, but one thing the universe aka god has taught me is that the best thing taken out from anything is to learn from your past and mold it into something that makes you happier, stronger, and more certain of what you want in life. I mean personally I always knew this deep down inside, but a lot of recent events helped me realize how things can truly be. I also want to stimulate my mind more and learn even more about the world. Working on myself seems to be the most beautiful thing to do. I love getting to know this great guy, Jamar(Me). The more I learn about myself the more I love myself. And loving yourself id the most valuable thing one can have. I personally think you need to love yourself first and foremost and not be with someone just because you are lonely or lustful, at least anything serious. what can you provide in whoever you pursue? I'm also at a point where I want to chase after what really matters to me in my life.To fight for what's truly right, to one day provide for those in need throughout the world, to entertain, to be famous! I want and I know that I will one day be known for being a great figure on this planet.

Dawn speaks about new hairstyle, projects, and New group.

2009-04-26T13:48:00.004-04:00

The hair is definitely Rihanna Tease, but I personally like it for her. It's clear the Diddy is building her up to be her own solo act soon after this project. Say what you want, but I think I like Dawn's hustle factor of working and doing all that she can. But all in all, i feel like all 5 girls will flop. I hope most of them prove me wrong.

Swine Flu disaster

2009-04-26T13:26:00.004-04:00

According to the World Health Organization, Mexico is battling a possibly new outbreak of a disease called the Swine Flu or (SIV). The scary part is that 81 people have already died, and there is already a possibility that the disease might have reached the U.S. This is already tough for Mexico, who is battling a deadly drug war, and a sagging economy does not help Mexico, or any economies in the world. What's even scarier is that there are possibly 10 students from New Zealand who may have contracted the disease, and it was said that a few people who traveled to Mexico from NYC are being treated for the disease.

What I do know about the Swine flu, is that it is a resurfaced disease that was first reported in 1976. It disapeared, but now is suddenly back. Hmm.. it sounds familiar, like what certain ancient societies have said about how the end of this age will play out until the end of 2012. Call me crazy, but I still feel that we should be paying attention to these predictions (but not live in fear).

My research has shown that this disease is a deadly one, and some cases from a long time ago has shown that the disease moves rapidly to harm the body. Check this out:
http://www.capitalcentury.com/1976.html

Your mama's on Crack Rock!

2009-04-17T02:35:00.001-04:00

Lol this video is soo funny, and it is also too much. I needed a good laugh from this video.

ATL trip!!

2009-04-16T03:15:00.004-04:00

So i am very, very late with my details about my trip to Atlanta. Just to start off, it was nice seeing one of my best friends Ryan after so long. It was really great to be around him and Juan; two people who know me better than just about anyone. It was also cool partying with all the people that I met along the way. Atlanta isn't a place I'd move to, but it's a place worth going to visit to party, go to an excellent HBCU, and just to be in the capital of the south! lol.. Ryan and Juan are truly some of my best friends, and i Still have to mention that again lol. They're like brothers to me. I also have to shout out to my favorite video hoes Dujuan and Andrew lol!! I know you guys are the vixens you deserve to be lol. It was cool for the 5 of us to be down there together and I love them all in our own special way that no one can take away from us. I wish i could go back or something, I love to Travel!! But seriously, travelling is one of my most favorite things to do, and 2009 looks like a year full of travelling for me!!

Texas Declares State Sovereignty.. AKA their state gov. fails.

2009-04-16T02:58:00.004-04:00

AUSTIN – Gov. Rick Perry today joined state Rep. Brandon Creighton and sponsors of House Concurrent Resolution (HCR) 50 in support of states’ rights under the 10th Amendment to the U.S. Constitution.

“I believe that our federal government has become oppressive in its size, its intrusion into the lives of our citizens, and its interference with the affairs of our state,” Gov. Perry said. “That is why I am here today to express my unwavering support for efforts all across our country to reaffirm the states’ rights affirmed by the Tenth Amendment to the U.S. Constitution. I believe that returning to the letter and spirit of the U.S. Constitution and its essential 10th Amendment will free our state from undue regulations, and ultimately strengthen our Union.”

This is the result of all of us going backwards, exactly what we need in a country that is going on a long recession. And who does Texas think they are? Well I'd say they are doing us a favor and can be apart of Mexico instead. lol j/k, but seriously it's weird how they said that. I do find it hilarious that republicans are now complaining about the laws that they implemented under a completely republican administration. oh well, idiots never learn. If California did this under the Bush regime, I'm pretty sure republicans would say that's "treasion" and absolutely not right. This man FAILS.

My life right now

2009-04-13T19:51:00.001-04:00

So... everything as of now is very interesting and chill. I mean having a semester off from classes feels great, but I've been having a feeling of emptiness. While it is nice weeding people out of my life,taking control of everything overall, and having more confidence, I still feel a sense of emptiness, bitterness, and a little bit of sadness in a way. I mean overall I am a happy person, I've met some cool people within this pass year, and learned a lot more about myself as a person.

Some things I still need to work on is to have a sense of organization.. I want to do all these things, but I never make the time to sit down and make the phone calls, emails, and whatever that is necessary to carry out some of my goals. I mean I feel like I've accomplished some things, since I am going to Geneva (United Nations Headquarters), and have been involved with a theater organization.. But I know there is still more to accomplish.

I've gotten a lot closer to some people, while others have been a little distant, but hey that's life. But the other day I was speaking with big bro Sean, and we talked about my choices with friends and relationships/dates...
I've been saying that I've been evolving, but I realized that I can't be at this higher frequency in life if I am getting rid of not so great people, when i bring in their replacements. One thing I had to disagree with is this whole thing of liking the bad ones... I can understand why people say that because of my last relationship, and the person who is trying to talk to me now seems like someone who isn't the best before me. At first, yes I wanted to consider it based off of looks and stuff, but I know deep down I didn't care what was wrong. But, in reality I could tell exactly what would go down with this one. However, a part of me feels like i can change people for the better, so that was probably my drive not to totally care about what some of the people might have said. I was told by Big Bro, and I am not angry or trying to be shady, that misery loves company and a few other things. I know what he was saying and I have to admit while there are points to it,I disagree. I agreed with the loneliness part though, which isn't a great reason to pursue someone. I felt like rather than misery, it really is me thinking that it would be different, when it would not. I mean I just wanted to take the chance, i don't think I'd let myself feel like that, but I looked at it as more of a challenge.. But even though i find him to be wrong, it does look like what he said...

However, I decided not to bother with it, and I decided to just take breath and relax. I've come to the realization that I am my own worst enemy, and I am thankful that I am fighting that, and continuing to evolve to this beautiful person. I love and will always that all my true friends (especially Sean, Ryan, Juan and Sara) The four of you have always been there when times were rough at different points. I also miss Steph and Katherine!! I gotta see you two soon!!

But all in, I will focus on what is really important in my life.. The fact that i have to put myself on the map with the careers that I want in the future, and to strive for something that is great. I am truly a person who want to fight for a cause, make a difference, be happy and part, be drama free, to be a spiritual person, and a creative one. So i am happy that I am getting the point where the pettiness, sadness, and second guessing is going away.

That's all for now, but I there is soo much more. lol!!

Thanks for reading!

-Jrizza

Epic Fail!

2009-04-09T02:38:00.001-04:00

I mean... it says "current" in the question and the word "surge"... =/

Japan: Collapse or robot future?

2009-04-09T01:51:00.002-04:00

Wow, it baffles me to see that there are reports globally that the planet is overpopulated. That we are in an exponential increase of populations that need to cease. But then there are countries like Germany and Japan that have populations that are starting to dwindle down. I mean obviously, population stabilization isn't easy, but filling your country with robots doesn't really solve the problem. The route that Japan is going seems to be the route that countries like France, England, and the U.S. will eventually go on.

Umemployment rate reaches 15.6%

2009-04-07T01:20:00.002-04:00

April 6 (Bloomberg) -- Joseph Ramelo gave up searching for work in January to return to school, two months after he was laid off as a San Francisco election clerk. Antonio Poe is struggling to get by doing part-time landscaping in Greensboro, North Carolina, after losing his job as an electrician. While such workers are feeling real pain from the recession that began in December 2007, they’re not represented in the 8.5 percent unemployment rate the Labor Department reported last week. They are part of a broader group that includes those who want a job but have stopped looking for work and those who want full-time positions but have to settle for part-time employment. A measure of underemployment that counts those people has almost doubled over the past two years, to 15.6 percent, providing a more complete gauge of the labor market’s deterioration. Along with an historic drop in the percentage of the population who are working, and record numbers of long-term unemployed, the figures point to a permanent shift in employment patterns, said former U.S. Labor Secretary Robert Reich. “We’re seeing many more people who are losing their connectedness to the labor force,” said Reich, who served in President Bill Clinton’s Cabinet and is now an economist at the University of California at Berkeley. “There is a profound weakening of ties to the labor market among a large portion of our working-age population.” Job Losses U.S. employers cut 663,000 jobs in March, bringing losses since the slump began in December 2007 to about 5.1 million, the worst in the postwar era, according to the Labor Department. Unemployment exceeds 10 percent in seven states. Michigan’s jobless rate is 12 percent, South Carolina’s is 11 percent and California’s is 10.5 percent. Job losses in the current recession are more enduring than in previous ones, according to an April 3 research report by Credit Suisse."

It's becoming very frightening that our country continues to suffer incredibly, or the entire planet at that. There are more and more signs that our economy continues to go down the drain. Some say that the USD will totally collapse and we will be forced to change our currency to something similar to what the EU has. China suggests that we have one global currency (which i do not APPROVE of). It would be a horrible idea, and that would make people who believe that our governments are trying to create a one world government with more control.

Whatever the deal is, I am just concerned and hope that things change for the better in the end. We can only hope that this isn't important.

Tidbit: When America was in it's only depression, the unemployment rate was 20% We are approaching that level of underemployed people in the US.

Hope this all changes

Let's all have a big Massacre

2009-04-04T17:07:00.002-04:00

LMAO this was 100% real and way too much! It makes me laugh so hard... but deep down it is kind of sad seeing a woman of color being this much of a mess.

Kelly Rowland says goodbye to Columbia (Official Statement)

2009-04-01T00:05:00.006-04:00

It is official, Kelly Rowland has parted ways with Columbia Records. However, this official statement seems to be much comforting for DC, Kelly, and Kelly fans.

NEW YORK, March 31 /PRNewswire/ -- The Grammy-winning R&B/pop superstar Kelly Rowland will no longer be recording with Columbia Records as a solo artist, it was officially announced today by the label.

Rowland, a founding member of Destiny's Child, the world's top-selling female group, will continue her relationship with Columbia Records in her ongoing role in the iconic ensemble.

"Because Columbia Records has been my home base as an artist for more than a decade, the decision to move out on my own required a lot of soul-searching," said Kelly Rowland. "As a solo artist, I felt the need to explore new directions, new challenges, and new freedoms outside my comfort zone and my friends and family at Columbia have been incredibly understanding about my evolution. I want to thank everyone at Columbia for the love and support they've shown and I will never forget how many good times we've had over the years."

"Kelly Rowland is one of our finest contemporary artists and a musical force to be reckoned with," said Rob Stringer, CEO, Columbia/Epic Label Music Group. "It has been a privilege and a pleasure to work with Kelly and we will continue our working relationship with her under the Destiny's Child moniker. The decision for Kelly to seek other opportunities for her solo career was agreed upon mutually, and any reports to the contrary are false." {Source}

I am actually happy after reading this statement. It seems quite clear that Kelendria is on a role of finally taking her career in her own right and moving forward with herself. I know it is pretty late, so I definitely believe her next album may be do or die for her career, in terms of making herself a bigger name here in the US.. hopefully her success in Europe will be seen here. I believe that she is finally ready to show us the true artist that she really is.

Truth or conspiracy theory? USD may be obselete in near future

2009-04-01T00:01:00.003-04:00

I mean you never know. That is all I can say.. You never know what may lie in the future, or whether everything is just the signs of a paranoid group of people who are looking out for the worst when times are rough. I saw another video about US currency changing into the Amero... In the meantime I may possibly open up a Swiss or British bank account just in case. lol.

Kelly Rowland dropped from Columbia Records

2009-03-31T03:50:00.004-04:00

Reports and sites everywhere have been reporting that record label Columbia Records, has sent Kelly Rowland packing from their label. Check this out:

Former Destiny'S Child star Kelly Rowland has reportedly been dropped by her record label, just two months after firing her manager, former bandmate Beyonce Knowles' dad.

Despite the fact her first two solo albums sold more than four million copies, British tabloid News of The World reports the Dilemma singer has been dumped by bosses at Columbia (applies to the US and all other countries), because they fear she is "no longer commercially viable".

Rowland shot to fame in Destiny's Child in 1997 and released her first solo album, Simply Deep, in 2002. The album sold over three million copies worldwide.

The 28 year old started 2009 by splitting from longtime manager Mathew Knowles. (Source)

I think it's kind of funny that Kelly gets dropped from her label not too long after she drops Matthew. I am honestly surprised they dropped her because of the fact that her album was successful on certain levels i.e. International, hit singles, etc. Maybe they foresaw/thought that Kelendria was going to put the ax on them next. Rumor has it that she may be signig to Epic. Whatever the case is, her future shouldn't look too bleak. She is hosting Bravo's new fashion show. So i think they is a possibility that we have not seen the last of Ms. Kelly on the music scene. If Kelly Rowland is going to be in another record label, then I recommened that she drops kelly rowland and calls herself Kelendria for her next album (if there will be one =/ ). I know it's a ghetto ass name, but look at Beyonce. I wonder what her views are on her girls careers and such. Also, Michelle Williams real name is Tenetria. I think they all sound so hot and all have more personality with Kelendria, Tenetria, and Beyonce.

Hello Kitty Underwear.. for MEN?!?!

2009-03-28T02:55:00.002-04:00

Well, if your a guy who always wanted Hello Kitty clothing for men your wish finally came true... i kinda secretly like them though o.O

Follow me on Twitter

2009-03-24T22:15:00.002-04:00

http://twitter.com/Jrizza

Keri Hilson - Knock You Down f/ Kanye West and Ne-yo

2009-03-23T21:08:00.002-04:00

The video was alright, the song is average. Her CD is worth a download, but I would not go to the store to buy it. Honestly one of the few songs I've liked on her album was "turning me Off" remixes, including the diss tracks. But the funny part is that it wasn't even written by her... Something is missing with Keri and I don't know if it is the it factor or what, but something about her doesn't do anything for me.

Ciara's new video

2009-03-23T21:00:00.002-04:00

Love Sex Magic
by BlakMusicFirst

A decent video, I didn't expect to see Justin and her get so close like that. Especially with the licking and all LOLZ. I like how Ciara is continuing to hustle her way into making her next LP to be successful. Go girl didn't really do anything for me, Never Ever was nice and cute, but it didn't really catch my attention much. I really like the video to this song, more than the song itself, but I am glad Ciara has finally choose a winner.

New Robot that is humanlike

2009-03-23T20:57:00.003-04:00

The Japanese are really into their technology and making superior robots, machineary, and other innovative products. But I personally feel they are going too far with these human like robots.. I think it is a sign that we may be moving into the future that we all have envisioned when we were children, but instead of making shit like this how about working on ending world hunger, the fight against diseases, and making things that are better for people. I don't trust having robots this superior and intelligent.. maybe I watch too many Terminator movies, but i don't really like the vibe with this at all.

ATL!

2009-03-18T00:53:00.002-04:00

I'm going to finally see one of my best friend's Ryan! I miss him so much, he is one of the greatest friends I've ever had. I am also going on my trip with another bestie Juan. Its also great to know that good friends Dujuan and Andrew are coming as well. It will be fun. But honestly, while I am happy to be getting away from Boston my heart still hurts a little for losing such a great person in my life. My step father has done a lot for me during my teenage years in life when my father was around. I know he is in a better place and I learned to value all people that come across my life. Many blessings and prayers to him and all of us.

R.I.P. Rafael Rosado.

my new kicks

2009-03-18T00:49:00.003-04:00

I was meeting a friend in Allston the other day, and I came across this random store around the corner from Harvard Ave, and these were some nice looking Nike's. I know most people from Boston think that it always has to be Dunk's or Air Forces, but no you can make anything work.

new spring jacket

2009-03-11T23:57:00.005-04:00

So I brought this jacket from Zara the other day with Juan. I think the plaid looks really nice, and I like the red that compliments it. It is also a reversible coat that is navy blue on the other side. I like it, so i brought it! ( not the best pic of me though)

What do you think of it?

Video games.. preparing our children from our deadly future

2009-03-10T21:50:00.002-04:00

Are Violent Video Games Adequately Preparing Children For The Apocalypse?

WTF is this a joke or what? LMAO!
But seriously, I feel people are looking out for the "end times" too often.

Dalai Lama calls out China

2009-03-10T21:29:00.002-04:00

"DHARMSALA, India – Life for Tibetans under Chinese rule has been "hell on earth," the Dalai Lama said Tuesday, attacking Beijing in a speech to mark 50 years since the failed uprising that forced him into exile.

The unusually harsh rhetoric from the Nobel Peace laureate, who accused the Chinese government of treating his people "like criminals deserving to be put to death," highlighted the widening gulf between the two sides since last year when violence engulfed the region and talks broke down.

"These 50 years have brought untold suffering to the land and people of Tibet," the 73-year-old Buddhist spiritual leader told some 2,000 Tibetan exiles gathered to commemorate the 1959 rebellion.

Beijing, which accuses the Dalai Lama of trying to split Tibet from China and fomenting the recent violence, denounced his speech as "lies" and underlined the development it had brought to the vast Himalayan plateau.

The Dalai Lama's 30-minute speech in Dharmsala, the two-street town perched in the foothills of the Indian Himalayas where he set up his headquarters in exile, was a systematic indictment of Chinese rule in Tibet.

Decades of China's communist experiments, particularly the violent xenophobic Cultural Revolution, "thrust Tibetans into such depths of suffering and hardship that they literally experienced hell on earth," he said, adding that these campaigns led to the deaths of hundreds of thousands of Tibetans.

Tibet's unique religion, culture and language are "nearing extinction," he said."

By GAVIN RABINOWITZ, Associated Press Writer Gavin Rabinowitz, Associated Press Writer

The Dalai Lama seems to have had enough with the Chinese Government, and who can blame him? China has repressed Tibet for quite some time now, and has exiled many Tibetan people away from their native land. He is one of the most peaceful people on the planet, and a speaker for his people. The fact that someone on such a high spritual level has to instill some anger and harsh word shows that this is a truly serious thing affecting his people. I wish there was a way to have a large power to support Tibet. But sadly in this day and age it is hard for almost any super power country to really do anything about it. The most powerful countries in the world such as the United States, China, Russia, England, etc. cannot not be touched when all of these economies depend on each other in some shape or form. I think on a broader scale for almost any civilian should realize that our countries are doing all that they can to totally control us.
Read the full article here

Page Update!

2009-03-10T21:26:00.002-04:00

So I updated my page and played around with the HTML codes.. I got help from my good friend Oliver, check out his page. Tell me what you think!

Life

2009-03-04T23:16:00.001-05:00

The image above is a lil emo, and it is of me....thinking.. I've been feeling wonderful lately, but just the other day life smacked me in the face and told me I'm still unhappy. The weird part is I have had no clue in figuring out what has been bothering me.. Weird.. I mean I think it stems from living in Boston all my life, I feel like Boston has become so gloomy for me.. I Know I have to make the best out of it. I need to pick up some better habits, find some activities, and just continue to get to know the great man that I am becoming. One thing I always learned from my mom is that it's always to best love yourself first and foremost. Another thing I realized is that I put too much effort in thinking about what is happening next, next month, next year, 2011, 2012, the future... instead of realizing that I need to focus on today! One step at a time.

I am also a little down with the events and falling outs I've had with certain people in my life. Both friends and family. The best thing for me to do is to realize that I need to move forward and accept that not everyone is capable of changing themselves. It's one thing that takes too much energy to focus on others when I need to help myself. I just have to move forward and let it go. I am just happy for the most part this has already happened or is happening..

But I do have some things to look forward to, I am going to Geneva Switzerland!! woot!!! I depart on my birthday, June 29th, and return in the end of July! So i am very excited about that. I am also supposed to go to India in November, but I am still contemplating on what I want to do that second half of the year.

I'm really pumped for Geneva! I also have the chance of revisiting France, and possibly go to Italy and Germany if I save my money the right way! Hopefully i do, and I know i will! lol. :) Let me know if you want me to bring you back a souvenier when i go.

A lil adventure

2009-03-04T23:06:00.001-05:00

FAIL!

So this week has been an odd one for me. It was great to chill with brothers Juan Garcia and Big bro SeanJohn We got some chicken and Waffles from this Joint The Hen House located near South Bay Mall. It turned out to have good Waffles, but man were those chicken wings average. It was a little too crispy in a bad way. The fried cabage sucked, and the mac and chesse was straight. Their waffles fries were good. Me and Sean Knew the moment we saw an Asian working at a chicken place that there were some red flags, even though he wasn't making the chicken. The portions were great and the wait isn't all that bad. However, the location sucks!! The only way to get there is to take the number 10 bus from copley. What the fuck?
2/5 stars on this one. They lost the 1/2 point for the locations.

Are Humanzees Possible?

2009-03-04T23:02:00.000-05:00

I was bored and came across this ridiculous video. It made me laugh, but looking at the monkey Oliver really creeped me out to see one walk like a human!

But... GASP!!!.. wait there IS a humanzee known to mankind....

Obama undoing Bush abortion "Conscience" rule

2009-02-28T15:51:00.000-05:00

WASHINGTON — The Obama administration moved on Friday to undo a last-minute Bush administration rule granting broad protections to health workers who refuse to take part in abortions or provide other health care that goes against their consciences.

The Department of Health and Human Services served notice on Friday, through a message to the White House Office of Management and Budget, that it intends to rescind the regulation, which was originally announced on Dec. 19, 2008, and took effect on the day President Obama took office.

When the administration publishes official notice of its intent, probably next week, a 30-day period for public comment will begin, after which the regulation can be repealed or modified.

End of Excerpt

I think it makes a lot of sense to lift the "conscience" rule. Shouldn't some of these workers be aware that their job is about performing medical tasks, not putting personal beliefs in the mix. And as for the whole abortion thing, it is the Womans right to choose. Point blank, to all you people out there against it completely, you know very well people would find other means to get rid of a child. Unless your a woman or possibly the father of the child, you shouldn't really have a say with what goes on in people's lives. Sure there is adoption but there is no guarantee that the child will have a great life. We live in a very tough time period with failing economies, a struggling environment, and a not so certain earth future, so why bring a child into the mess if you don't feel up to the challenges ahead? People can barely survive now. Yes it may be different in America, but overall the planet is in peril. I think religious people need to give it a rest.

Chris Brown and Rihanna back together?

2009-02-28T15:38:00.000-05:00

According to People.com, Rihanna and Chris Brown are back together! This happening after the assault against the "Disturbia" singer.

Rihanna and Chris Brown are back together, PEOPLE has learned exclusively.

The pair have reunited almost three weeks after Brown, 19, allegedly battered the "Umbrella" singer on Feb. 8, a source tells PEOPLE.

"They're together again. They care for each other," says

the source. The on-again couple are currently spending time together at one of Sean "Diddy" Combs's homes, on Miami Beach's Star Island.

Adds the source: "While Chris is reflective and saddened about what happened, he is really happy to be with the woman he loves."

In its latest issue, PEOPLE reports that Brown called Rihanna on her 21st birthday one week ago. "He called to wish her happy birthday," a source told the magazine. "They've reached out to each other. It's been mutual."

Brown was booked by LAPD for making criminal threats but the case has not yet been presented to the District Attorney, who will ultimately determine which charges, if any, will be prosecuted."

Wow while I am slightly not surprised that they have gotten back together, it still surprises me that they are actually still a couple. There are many instances where couples still remain each other even while being in far worse off relationships, but with their careers on the line, I don't see this being a Win for Rihanna's career no longer. Many people may look down on her for not leaving him since she "has" to be this role model and show women everywhere that she won't take no shit. I think it's a complicated one and I am not sure where this will really go.

What do you think about all of this?

Obama's $634 Billion Health Care plan

2009-02-27T00:33:00.002-05:00

WASHINGTON — "President Obama will propose further tax increases on the affluent to help pay for his promise to make health care more accessible and affordable, calling for stricter limits on the benefits of itemized deductions taken by the wealthiest households, administration officials said Wednesday.

The tax proposal, coming after recent years in which wealth has become more concentrated at the top of the income scale, introduces a politically volatile edge to the Congressional debate over Mr. Obama’s domestic priorities.

The president will also propose, in the 10-year budget he is to release Thursday, to use revenues from the centerpiece of his environmental policy — a plan under which companies must buy permits to exceed pollution emission caps — to pay for an extension of a two-year tax credit that benefits low-wage and middle-income people."

End of Excerpt

Source:The New York Times

I'm all for there to be more federalism in our country. I am happy the rick will have to pay higher taxws to help support it. Maybe I agree with some socialist ideals somewhat, but I feel that in this day in age partial socialism/communism should be implemented in cases like healthcare. We live in a tough time period whether you want to believe it or not. Whether you believe the end is near (2012) or believe it's all just pointless predicitons and conspiracies, things need to be done to get our country and our world out of tough times. Having a better healthcare system can help save our wallets money, and put that money towards other savings.

Danity Kane update

2009-02-26T23:13:00.000-05:00

So after this episode of Making the Band, I feel really bad for Aundrea Fimbres and Dawn Richards for having to have this whole mess on them. Say what you want, but i honestly feel that everyone is at fault, but i feel for them two. It's sort of sad to see that D Woods and Shannon don't want to bother. I understand the whole situation is messy, and that the damage has already been done, but honestly they all need to put their ego's aside and at least talk it out. They need to at least talk it out or something before they go on with the rest of their lives.

Shannon Bex known to many as the nice, married, team player in Danity Kane has quit the band!! According to Z100, Shannon says she’s tired of the drama, cat fights and Diddy, and says she will not play part in the new season of “Making The Band.” This comes off of the heels of Diddy firing of Aubrey O’Day and D. Woods. Shannon put her marriage on the line for this career.

The future looks most promising for D Woods, Aubrey, and Dawn.(Even though Dawn was right to think they none of them can really make it on their own so soon) They all are landing gigs(even though it isn't all music related.) D is in the works of an album apparently, she also has two movie roles. Aubrey is said to be one of the judges on 50 cents show, and she has done playboy(which we all know by now.) Dawn was on King magazine, and there are rumors Diddy gave her a solo deal. She also has a comic book ( I brought one lol). She is releasing a soundtrack to her comic book which is due sometime in spring. It is not under bad boy.

Which leaves questions to what Aundrea is going to do... Who knows maybe they will get back together..

Listen to Dawn and D woods solo songs:

New Spring Jacket

2009-02-26T03:48:00.000-05:00

I'm ready for Spring to hit, and this Spring 2009 jacket from Kris Van Assche is the up and coming look for the year with its roll up sleeve effect and smart/casual chic. It is a twist from 1980s Miami Vice reworked with a European influence. I really like it a lot, but the white tie is a little iffy with me, but a win overall!

Check this garment out at:

www.colette.fr

Should've put this on your Cd B

2009-02-26T01:35:00.001-05:00

This song was leaked a while back, but it just came across my mind. It's called should have, and it never made it to the I am.. Sasha Fierce LP which baffles me. It is better than 80% of the songs on her cd and it actually sounds like it is coming from her soul, unlike most of her songs. Don't get me wrong she is talented, but I can see Beyonce fading out as the #1 "Diva" pretty soon for some reason.

Playstation's giving diseases?

2009-02-26T01:29:00.000-05:00

We all know that obsessively playing video games can potentially lead to a variety of problems, but can it also be bad for your skin? Dang, I love my Nintendo Wii :( but honestly there is information out there that proves just about anything you do can give you cancer, heart attacks, clogged arteries, etc.

Skin specialists in the U.K. think so. The BBC reports that a new condition stemming from excessive gaming has been noted in the British Journal of Dermatology.

Swiss doctors first identified the condition -- dubbed Playstation palmar hidradenitis -- after examining a 12 year-old girl afflicted with painful bumps on the palms of her hands. Thinking it was related to sweating, the docs eventually reached the new diagnosis after being told that she was playing a whole lot of Playstation, which further explains why the condition occurred only on her hands and not her feet. Even more incriminating is the fact that after 10 days away from gaming, her condition disappeared.

Having a disorder named after their primary gaming brand is certainly a bummer for Sony, but the company might find comfort in longtime rival Nintendo, who have had to contend with various reports of gamers developing tendonitis -- renamed "Wiiitis" -- from overuse of their flagship Wii console.

US Senate to investigate torture under Bush Admin.

2009-02-25T13:46:00.000-05:00

After Obama has put the ax on Guantanamo Bay, it appears that the Senate will quietly (not sure how now) investigate torture allegations against the George W. Bush Administration. One Senator says "This is going to be big."

I'm honestly surprised that this is happening, more than ever the government can get away with just about anything they want to. It makes me wonder if politics will begin to finally crack down on a lot of the corruptive things that go on. I only hope that anyone who is responsible for the inhumane treatment of people will be punished to the full extent of the law.

Supras!

2009-02-25T13:31:00.000-05:00

I've really have been getting into Supras lately. I like them a lot. While I usually don't like anything with crocodile skin patenting, I really get into these.

I really love me some Supras now! It's becoming my favorite sneaker brand.

Also feeling this pair too:

Rihanna/Chris Brown Mess

2009-02-25T13:16:00.000-05:00

Okay so I understand that we are all itching and pondering to find out more about what really happened with the Rihanna and Chris Brown issue. Shit it's all in your face whether you like it or not! There's been many theories and pictures both real and fake floating around. But I'm sorry this is going to far to make a joke out of it:

I'm sorry while they try to say violence isn't worth it, it's making fun and insulting the many people who have suffered in an abusive relationship. I mean at first I found myself laughing, but at the end of the day there are people that go through this as we speak.

And it keeps getting better

2009-02-25T13:09:00.001-05:00

It appears Slumdog Millionaire's Freida Pinto isn't leaving her stardom with the movie, she appears on next month's issue of Vogue, and man does she look gorgeous! I see her career only booming here in the states and possibly across the globe. She also has rocked some of the best looks in all the award ceremonies.

A little about me

2009-02-24T23:00:00.000-05:00

What's goodie? Jrizza's transition is a blog all about what I find to be important, entertaining, quirky, and funny. I'm here to fill you in on my personal takes on life, entertainment, fashion, politics, and religion. We all love to express ourselves, so why not make a blog! There is a lot of stuff out there that everyone needs to be aware of or may want to be aware of. I like to be a light in someone's life, and just be there as a friend. I'm 20 years old and i find myself to be in a transition period. I'm continuing to find myself as a young man and I am enjoying getting to know this great guy Jamar (me). I'm a Northeastern University student, a middler, and I study International Affairs. I have a dream in becoming a human rights activist, a diplomat, and an actor. I have a dream that this world can somehow become a better place, despite predictions, outlooks, and the current picture.

I'm sure you can learn more about me through my blog!

Me and my beautiful Mom