The image above is a lil emo, and it is of me....thinking.. I've been feeling wonderful lately, but just the other day life smacked me in the face and told me I'm still unhappy. The weird part is I have had no clue in figuring out what has been bothering me.. Weird.. I mean I think it stems from living in Boston all my life, I feel like Boston has become so gloomy for me.. I Know I have to make the best out of it. I need to pick up some better habits, find some activities, and just continue to get to know the great man that I am becoming. One thing I always learned from my mom is that it's always to best love yourself first and foremost. Another thing I realized is that I put too much effort in thinking about what is happening next, next month, next year, 2011, 2012, the future... instead of realizing that I need to focus on today! One step at a time.I am also a little down with the events and falling outs I've had with certain people in my life. Both friends and family. The best thing for me to do is to realize that I need to move forward and accept that not everyone is capable of changing themselves. It's one thing that takes too much energy to focus on others when I need to help myself. I just have to move forward and let it go. I am just happy for the most part this has already happened or is happening..
But I do have some things to look forward to, I am going to Geneva Switzerland!! woot!!! I depart on my birthday, June 29th, and return in the end of July! So i am very excited about that. I am also supposed to go to India in November, but I am still contemplating on what I want to do that second half of the year.
I'm really pumped for Geneva! I also have the chance of revisiting France, and possibly go to Italy and Germany if I save my money the right way! Hopefully i do, and I know i will! lol. :) Let me know if you want me to bring you back a souvenier when i go.
2 comments:
1. i would like a souvenir please lol
2. i'm gonna need u not to spend the whole summer away from this yr becuz we'll be back on campus and driving
3. i def feel you with the whole being in boston pretty much all my life.
4. remember theres a reason as to why ppl dont make it to your future. when people walk out of my life i see as God put them in my life to teach me something and they are gone as soon as the lesson is taught.
5. the only way to live is one day at a time. trust i learned that the hard way. we can't force life. we just gotta let it happen.
I completely agree a lot with what Step has to say. Remember like I told you before, create possibilities.
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