new things..

Sunday, August 2, 2009


I think it is time for a new background.. Do any of you know of good sites to find new templates for blogs? I also need new music... My Ipod needs a transition period of weeding out old, shitty, or boring music for more organic, quality, feel good music. Someone tell me a good place to get free music from please!!

Where life takes you next.. open diary entry!



So I enjoyed my time in Geneva, Switzerland a lot!!! i have truly loved some of the people I worked with! I like everyone else as well, we all brought different life experiences, thoughts, personalities, and opinions to the table. I can say that I have some great new friends coming out of that experience.

Now I am back in reality.


At first I missed it back home and couldn't wait to get back to the U.S. But after being back, i ate all those words right up.... I am honestly disappointed with a few things in my life. I understand some of us feel that we are right with what we do, or our opinions are usually correct, but sometimes I think there comes a point and time when you need to realize that your spin on things, is in fact, your opinion about a fact or situation. I mean we can all be so real and stuff, but sometimes it is merely your interpretation of things... But why am I saying this shit? Well it is only because for a large portion of my life I have needed or have listened to opinions of others. Sometimes it is a good thing, but sometimes, at least for me, it is not a wise decision. In most areas of my life I am in control and proud of many of my choices, but socially speaking I don't understand why sometimes I give into to bullshit, or whatever you want to call it.

I have too much on my plate to be putting so much energy on things that are irrelevant, but as I grow further, I start to wonder what I want my future to entail. I have had a rough start back to Boston.. being disappointed or unhappy with certain things revolving around friends, love life, financial, education, family, and myself. We all face our own issues, but it's a lot when everything is sitting there waiting for you to return. I mean i hope i can get that loan for school.. have a great friendship with the person i used to like.. that my brother gets better mentally... that none of my current friendships weaken.. that I can have a decent amount of money..


No I am not calling anyone out, but this statement is something that has applied to me many times before... While being away I feel like I became more aware of some of these little things that I let slide until they build up and fester.

I don't know this entry right here is more like an open diary for everyone to see... it is a few things that have crossed my mind lately.. and i am tired too so i guess it comes out the way it did now lol..

However, on a positive note, I know these are things i can work on and overcome of course. I know that great things are coming my way, and a great friend I know has said "the universe has great things in store for you" I know this is very, very, very true! There is a time when things get rough, but after that with a glimmer of hope, the sun will begin to shine again, when the clouds seem like they won't ever leave. I have learned that the energy you put out, will come back to you. So I feel good that I am looking forward to what will come my way next!

I also think it is time for me to continue the steps necessary to where i want to be in life. Yes, I am young, and I have ALL this time, but what's wrong if you have some of these things now? lol

The Eclipse..


I know the Solar Eclipse had already passed well over a week ago, but I must say that while it doesn't physically effect people, there is said to be a spiritual, and mental effect from any sort of eclipse.

The eclipse of the Sun has traditionally been viewed with dread over the ages, as the great giver of life seems inexplicably to disappear from the sky. Birds prepare for bed; the sky darkens in the middle of the day. It seems as though something dreadful is about to happen. Over the years, experience has shown us that old things come to an end (or are overthrown!) under a solar eclipse and a new beginning can be made. The effect on the world of eclipses has been seen to be generally felt for some six months, until the next eclipse then restructures the cosmic energies.

Astrologically, solar eclipses signify the fall of the mighty (or at least, they're in big trouble!). Depending where in the zodiac the eclipse occurs, stress is always placed on the matters governed by that sign, or sector of the zodiac. A powerful Solar Eclipse can create massive havoc, in accordance with other aspects in the heavens at the time, as can be clearly seen by the trail of earthquakes and other disasters associated with the Solar Eclipse and Grand Cross of August 1999.

At a more personal level, the solar eclipse can have a big effect on our personal lives when it occurs in conjunction with one of our natal planets, especially our natal Sun, Moon, or Ruling Planet. Other important chart factors, such as Moon's Nodes, Ascendant, Mid-heaven, or Part of Fortune can also have a very significant effect when impacted by a solar eclipse. Where the eclipse falls in the chart is significant, as the energies expressed by its house placement will show the areas of life that are affected by the new beginning that is implied.
The eclipse of the Moon has traditionally been viewed as a bad omen, for it can awaken irrational responses. Since the Moon governs domestic matters, the public and the emotional personality, rather than leadership, it tends to have a more personal effect than the solar eclipse, which plays a more outward, even political, role.

As a rule, women and family are generally more affected by the lunar cycle, whereas men and politics are signified by the solar. This is not to say that women are not political animals, nor that men are distinct from the family, but that the private, nurturing side is more affected than the public, social and media driven arena, which even in the 21st Century is still primarily dominated by males, or at least by what might be described as masculine energies.


It is also said that solar eclipses changes events in your life dramatically. Since the eclipse happened, some unpredictable things have happened. Some things I am happy about, some unsure, and a few disappointments... I can only say that I have learned from all the situations that I went through since coming back to the states, but hey that's life..

Here is the website if you want to read further about solar and lunar eclipses.

sexual power..



Lol while Alexyss Tylor may seem to be crazy or extreme, she is definitely laying everything out there. She has a lot more to say about the ways of men and women... As for how this applies to me? I don't know.. lol.. but she did say a few things that helps me validate my opinions that having a good sex life with your partner is a necessity to a good relationship. Don't play! It's the reason why couples sometimes have issues and resort to cheating. I mean it is not always the only reason, but it plays a strong role!

Btw the way she carries herself is just funny in general.. Thanks Warith for introducing me to Alexyss! haha

Sarkozy against the burka

Monday, June 22, 2009

"French President Nicolas Sarkozy has spoken out strongly against the wearing of the burka by Muslim women in France.

In a major policy speech, he said the burka - a garment covering women from head to toe - reduced them to servitude and undermined their dignity.

Mr Sarkozy also gave his backing to the establishment of a parliamentary commission to look at whether to ban the wearing of burkas in public.

Wearing of the veil is already outlawed in France's state schools.

"We cannot accept to have in our country women who are prisoners behind netting, cut off from all social life, deprived of identity," Mr Sarkozy told a special session of parliament in Versailles.

"That is not the idea that the French republic has of women's dignity.

"The burka is not a sign of religion, it is a sign of subservience. It will not be welcome on the territory of the French republic," the French president said.

But he stressed that France "must not fight the wrong battle", saying that "the Muslim religion must be respected as much as other religions" in the country.

A group of a cross-party lawmakers is already calling for a special inquiry into whether Muslim women who wear the burka are undermining French secularism, the BBC's Emma Jane Kirby in Paris says.

The lawmakers also want to examine whether women who wear the veil are doing so voluntarily or are being forced to cover themselves, our correspondent says.

Mr Sarkozy's speech, made possible by a constitutional amendment he introduced last year, was the first that a French president has made to parliament since the 19th century."


Sigh... I think the issue here is that yes, while in some regions in the middle east women are FORCED to wear the burka, there are many women who wear them by choice. Not only does it mark respect to what their religion entails, it also marks their choice of how they want to dress. Women here in America, and across the world wear it because they want to, and Sarkozy for wanting to disallow women to be wearing it is wrong. I feel like this is one of those case by case things, you can't completely get rid of something that you do not understand from ALL points of view.

This is one of the reasons why I personally do not like when politics interacts with religious things.

New song..




Rihanna has another new track out on the web, this one is Te Amo. I like the song a lot actually.. People are already wondering if this will be a hit or lead to controversial views of lesbianism (not a real word i'm sure).. I simply think she is talking about herself in the song, and the lack of love that she feels for herself? It's not even written by her, but written by James Fauntleroyhttp://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gif

A glimpse of one of the issues my trip will consist of

Wednesday, June 10, 2009



This video highlights what my trip with fellow NEU students will be all about. We are there to learn more about the Arms Trade Treaty, UN diplomacy, Small arms and Weapons, and many issues that effect Human safety,and rights. My reasoning for choosing this major, and going on this dialogue is to learn as much as I can to educate myself, and others. To be apart of this dialogue puts me closer to networking and making connections to make the difference that I want to pursue.

The video itself showcases a very emotional appeal about the destruction and chaos that the weapons being used have done a lot of damage to many countries like Laos, and Kosovo. It's quite sad to know that the U.S. is responible for dropping more bombs on southeast Asia, than all the bombs dropped during World War II. It also doesn't surprise me that our country is responsible for this. The US is responsible for the greatest massacre of all time (Africans, Native Americans, Asians) during it's early years as a country than Germany under Hitler. It's the truth you can't deny.